Wednesday, 23 June 2010


Gen this is for you :)
The year has 12 months divided in half that's 6 months.
Pagans have 8 holidays , points of the years where they celebrate the movement of the sun.
If you look at the above picture where you see the pumpkin that's Halloween (you knew that) we call it Samhaine and its the Pagan New year. Then you have Yule 4 days before Christmas that was celebrated long before Jesus. As on the 21st Dec the sun stands still for three days and then moves 1 degree closer than it was on the 20th dec and we celebrate the return of the sun on Christmas day. This is the Winter Solstice and its the darkest part of the year, light at 9am and dark at 4pm so we celebrate by putting lights around a ever green tree that is symbolic of the tree of life.
soooo 6 months later you have the summer solstice which we just had and this weekend at Stonehenge there is to be a huuugggee celebration, the sun is the closest to he the earth and its the lightest time of the year, light at 5am and dark at 10pm .
The rest of the holidays I can tell you about when you are here.
Luna is the moon.
The moon like the sun has a cycle, 28 days, so that's called a lunar cycle.
Our periods are controlled by the moon as well as the tides of the sea and as we are 70% water the moon also controls our moods ( I am sure you have heard of a Lunatic ) Babies are also normally made and born when its full moon. and when they say you are pregnant for 9months its actually 40 weeks as its according to the moon cycle.
when you start understanding these things, myths and religions all start making more sense.

Tuesday, 15 June 2010


Nasa warns of solar fare that could cause havoc on our electricity systems !


I have know for about two years now it was going to be , living without electricity that would "change the world as we know it"


But just what does it mean is permeates so much of our culture.

I think it worth waking up my blog again to look at this :)

Friday, 12 March 2010


The next step is refraining. Mindfulness is the ground , refraining is the path. It the quality of not grabbing for entertainment or food the minute we feel bored or emotional. Its the habit of not wanting to fill a gap just because there is a space.
Refraining is the method of letting to know the nature of this restlessness and fear. Its the habit of settling into groundlessness. It all comes down to pause for a moment, learning to not just impulsively to the same thing again and again.
It then becomes a way of life to stay awake, slow down and notice.
If we are willing to give up the hope that insecurity can be exterminated, then we have the courage to relax with the groundlessness of each situation.
when you are totally feed up "ye chang che" then this is the beginning of the beginning.
To seek for lasting security is futile.

When things fall apart
When you make friends with yourself then life becomes a whole lot easier. It was always about letting go of everything.
Letting there be room for not knowing is the most powerful of all.
Thinking we can find some lasting pleasure and avoid pain is what Buddhism calls samsara, a hopeless cycle that causes us to suffer greatly.
Sticking with uncertainty, getting the knack of relaxing in time of chaos, learning not to panic, this is the spiritual path.
Acknowledge everything that arises without judgement, letting the thoughts simply dissolve and the go back to the openness of the new moment.
Meditation is the tool that's enables us to relax and open to what ever the preset has given.
maitri - developing loving kindness with ourselves and an unconditional friendship with ourselves.
We are giving up control all together and letting concepts and ideas apart.
This starts with realizing nothing is the beginning or the end.
The painful thing is when we buy into disapproval, we are practicing disapproval.When we buy into harshness we are practicing harshness. The more we do it the stronger the qualities become. How sad it is when we become expert at harming ourselves and others. The trick then is to practice gentleness and letting go. We can learn to meet whatever arises with curiosity and not make such a big deal out of things.
People spend their whole lives running away from the monster that is there own mind.
Too busy to live .

Wednesday, 10 February 2010


I feel alot of new energy coming in already and we are still a bit more than a week away from new moon, whoooo hooo hang on to your panties as its going to be a bumpy ride. Out with old in with the new, I have a picture in my head when I close my eyes of a beautiful tropical flower full of nectar and it smells divine, Did the Goddess hear my prayer ? of course she did :)

Monday, 8 February 2010

Mother Goddess

I pray for clarity and focus

show me th catalyst to change

I am tired of being stuck

Teach me your way so that I might teach

grant me peace and health

Mother Goddess hear my prayer

Tuesday, 12 January 2010

The kids and Keith and I built a snow man and of course it had to be different from the others it had to be a sculpture and .....I knew that there was a very good chance that it would not stay very long that some teenagers would come past and bash it down and this morning as the kids stepped out the door I saw two 8 year olds walk over to it they where not interested in its glasses, they had one intention and that was break it ! The energy that was around them was awful and I can see the teenagers they will become and then men, the thing that really got to me was both their mothers where standing close by and they did nothing to stop them like it was a natural course of events !

I am feel really tired of being so close to so much dis functional/antisocial people, Id much rather be way out in the country than deal with the crap I have to see on a daily basis.

So my spring clean will be on the basis of moving ! The gypsies will not be here come next autumn.

Tuesday, 5 January 2010

so this morning I got up with a fever and feeling like I have had enough now of this cold, so I took dogs out and though Hmmm I think there is some nasty weather on the way better go to sains and get what I need ............problem was unbeknown to me some how a weather warning has been given, must be on the TV and so the whole world was there, there was no parking and no trolleys and now I have just brought everything in and cleaned garden so that if it snow we can play in it and not with dog poo :) and now K has phoned and said must go to the bank now and fill up the car grrrr, so quick cup of tea (rooibos yumm) and we are off.......my head feels like a snowmans head and everything is frozen outside like I have never seen in this country before....so as the picture says, I'm going into hibernation, once I get back LOL

Monday, 16 November 2009


A large study was done in the UK to find out what people actually do eat , in particular children and the result was that British mothers make the same 9 recipes over and over again, resulting in this list of foods
mince
lamb
beef
pork sausages
chicken
white pasta
canned tomatoes
potatoes
carrots
frozen peas
butter
cheese
tomato sauce
white rice
white bread
jam
cereals
milk
yogurt
crisps
chocolate and sweets
cold drinks
cakes and biscuits
and the very occasional piece of fruit and small sip of water.
I have my recipes all written out and I do cook the same ones again and again and I do spend alot of time thinking about what my kids are eating so what was my list ?
onions raw chocolate
carrots goji berries
garlic raisins
celery almonds
courgette cod liver oil
tomatoes haddock
kidney beans salmon
spinach cheese
butternut feta
barley plain yogurt
leek beetroot
parsley ww pasta
potatoes homemade flapjacks
cabbage homemade banana bread
cauliflower homemade apple cake
homemade hummus broad bean dip
avocados homemade salsa
home made ciabbata homemade sweetcorn bread
frozen peas
quinoa
cucumber
bell peppers
mint
spring onions
coriander
dill
olive oil
mushrooms
tomato puree
lentils
soya milk
oats
more than 500 ml of water each day and 2 to 3 pieces of fruit in the winter and up to 6 in the summer.
and whats interesting is my kids eat alot and they do not eat school dinners, and I am still spending 1/4 of what the other moms do on food.
I should concentrate on adding more nuts and seeds.
what is your food list ?

Friday, 23 October 2009


I feel like howling today


Kids are on Holiday next week which comes at a really good time and at the end of the month I will be making sure my flu kit is in place , I will write up about it later so that if anyone reads this other than me it might inspire someone to do the same .


Swine flu cases almost double within a week
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Swine flu vaccine: As many as 35,000 people could require hospital treatment. Photograph: Thomas Lohnes/AFP/Getty Images
Cases of swine flu in the UK have almost doubled this week, the Department of Health revealed today, as the outbreak imposes increasing pressure on intensive care beds.
So far 122 people have died after contracting the H1N1 virus and more than 500 are being treated in hospital, of whom 99 are in critical care – the highest figure since the disease emerged. Children appear to be vulnerable to higher rates of infection.
Emergency planners have, however, downgraded the UK's worst case scenario, calculating this month that as many as 1,000 people could die during the pandemic infection. Far more of the victims are likely to be younger patients, unlike the normal pattern of seasonal flu, which affects the elderly most severely.
Estimates of likely casualties have come down progressively over the past few months from an initial upper assessment of 65,000 deaths, later reduced to 19,000 and now cut back again.
The government's emergency contingency committee, Cobra, met this morning to consider the disease's progress. The number of cases has climbed over the past week from 27,000 to 53,000.
Following the deaths of two children at the same special needs school in Northern Ireland in the space of a week, those in special schools may be given extra priority for vaccination.
Revised guidance for NHS planners, released today, suggests that as many as 35,000 people could require hospital treatment during the outbreak and as much as 15% of that number may need critical care treatment.
In the peak week of the outbreak, expected sometime this winter, up to 1.5 million people could be suffering from swine flu, the new guidance suggests. A third of the UK's children could catch the virus, whereas the "clinical attack rate" for the rest of the population is expected to be around 12%. Infection rates are higher in northern England at present.
No proof swine flu is getting deadlier despite death toll
Oct 23 2009 by Madeleine Brindley, Western Mail
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THERE is no evidence the swine flu virus is becoming more deadly despite an increase in the number of people who have died, experts said.
Public health officials last night described the seven Welsh swine flu-related deaths as “personal tragedies” but said they were not unexpected.
Wales has been warned that the H1N1 virus will cause more deaths during the winter. But the latest government predictions suggest that fewer people will be affected by the H1N1 virus than had previously been thought.
Officials now estimate that 12% of the population – about 360,000 people in Wales – will fall ill this winter. Almost a third are expected to be children under 16.
And around 1,750 people could be admitted to hospital with swine flu over the next four months.



I wanted to save these predictions here so that we can be reminded of them as the year goes on.

The first one on the page is the London predictions and the second is Wales.

Thursday, 22 October 2009


Walked in the forest yesterday, it was so wonderful, the leaves are falling and nights are so warm and cosy.
Listen to David Icke yesterday talk for an hour on the swine flu and it was rather depressing, need to sit down today and write notes on other subliminal messages that came through while he was talking.
Keith's birthday tomorrrow :)
time ticks on and waits for no man .

Friday, 9 October 2009

http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2009/aug/11/swine-flu-tamiflu-andrew-castle


so this is where it starts where the media now shifts from fear based preaching on the coming pandemic to , reporting on all the devestated lives from people who have taken the medication and vaccines and have died not from the flu but from the medication !

Wednesday, 7 October 2009

E. Coli Path Shows Flaws in Beef Inspection
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Stephanie Smith, a children’s dance instructor, thought she had a stomach virus. The aches and cramping were tolerable that first day, and she finished her classes.
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Then her diarrhea turned bloody. Her kidneys shut down. Seizures knocked her unconscious. The convulsions grew so relentless that doctors had to put her in a coma for nine weeks. When she emerged, she could no longer walk. The affliction had ravaged her nervous system and left her paralyzed.
Ms. Smith, 22, was found to have a severe form of food-borne illness caused by E. coli, which Minnesota officials traced to the hamburger that her mother had grilled for their Sunday dinner in early fall 2007.
“I ask myself every day, ‘Why me?’ and ‘Why from a hamburger?’ ”Ms. Smith said. In the simplest terms, she ran out of luck in a food-safety game of chance whose rules and risks are not widely known.
Meat companies and grocers have been barred from selling ground beef tainted by the virulent strain of E. coli known as O157:H7 since 1994, after an outbreak at Jack in the Box restaurants left four children dead. Yet tens of thousands of people are still sickened annually by this pathogen, federal health officials estimate, with hamburger being the biggest culprit. Ground beef has been blamed for 16 outbreaks in the last three years alone, including the one that left Ms. Smith paralyzed from the waist down. This summer, contamination led to the recall of beef from nearly 3,000 grocers in 41 states.
Ms. Smith’s reaction to the virulent strain of E. coli was extreme, but tracing the story of her burger, through interviews and government and corporate records obtained by The New York Times, shows why eating ground beef is still a gamble. Neither the system meant to make the meat safe, nor the meat itself, is what consumers have been led to believe.
Ground beef is usually not simply a chunk of meat run through a grinder. Instead, records and interviews show, a single portion of hamburger meat is often an amalgam of various grades of meat from different parts of cows and even from different slaughterhouses. These cuts of meat are particularly vulnerable to E. coli contamination, food experts and officials say. Despite this, there is no federal requirement for grinders to test their ingredients for the pathogen.
The frozen hamburgers that the Smiths ate, which were made by the food giant Cargill, were labeled “American Chef’s Selection Angus Beef Patties.” Yet confidential grinding logs and other Cargill records show that the hamburgers were made from a mix of slaughterhouse trimmings and a mash-like product derived from scraps that were ground together at a plant in Wisconsin. The ingredients came from slaughterhouses in Nebraska, Texas and Uruguay, and from a South Dakota company that processes fatty trimmings and treats them with ammonia to kill bacteria.
Using a combination of sources — a practice followed by most large producers of fresh and packaged hamburger — allowed Cargill to spend about 25 percent less than it would have for cuts of whole meat.
Those low-grade ingredients are cut from areas of the cow that are more likely to have had contact with feces, which carries E. coli, industry research shows. Yet Cargill, like most meat companies, relies on its suppliers to check for the bacteria and does its own testing only after the ingredients are ground together. The United States Department of Agriculture, which allows grinders to devise their own safety plans, has encouraged them to test ingredients first as a way of increasing the chance of finding contamination.
Unwritten agreements between some companies appear to stand in the way of ingredient testing. Many big slaughterhouses will sell only to grinders who agree not to test their shipments for E. coli, according to officials at two large grinding companies. Slaughterhouses fear that one grinder’s discovery of E. coli will set off a recall of ingredients they sold to others.
“Ground beef is not a completely safe product,” said Dr. Jeffrey Bender, a food safety expert at the University of Minnesota who helped develop systems for tracing E. coli contamination. He said that while outbreaks had been on the decline, “unfortunately it looks like we are going a bit in the opposite direction.”
Food scientists have registered increasing concern about the virulence of this pathogen since only a few stray cells can make someone sick, and they warn that federal guidance to cook meat thoroughly and to wash up afterward is not sufficient. A test by The Times found that the safe handling instructions are not enough to prevent the bacteria from spreading in the kitchen.

Tuesday, 6 October 2009

Tragic cancer jab teenager Natalie Morton was killed by tumour


By Rod Chaytor 2/10/2009
Tragic Natalie Morton died from a chest tumour and not a cervical cancer jab given just over an hour earlier, an inquest heard yesterday.
The 14-year-old's collapse after the injection on Monday prompted her NHS trust to suspend school vaccinations.
But the fears turned out to be a false alarm yesterday when it was revealed the drug did not play a major part in her death.
Pathologist Dr Alexander Kolar, who carried out the postmortem, said: "The heart was heavily infiltrated by a tumour which extended to the left lung.
"It was so severe death could have arisen at any time. The role of the immunisation appeared to be minimal."


Well this is bullshit !
I cant believe they would think people are this stupid, you know when you have a huge tumour on your heart and lungs and you are about to die within hours, you are running around on the playground , full of life without so much as a headache....yea right !!!!

Sunday, 4 October 2009


So few women that are connected to the wild way :(
so I'll just say this to get it off my chest........women are not supposed to have 3 kids under 5 its not natural are you stupid or what ?

Tuesday, 29 September 2009


Girl dies after cervical cancer jab
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The teenager had the HPV jab at the Blue Coat Church of England School in Coventry as part of the national immunisation programme to protect women against the disease.
An "urgent" investigation was launched following the pupil's death in hospital and the batch of Cervarix allocated to the school was quarantined as a "precautionary measure".
Dr Caron Grainger, joint director for public health for NHS Coventry and Coventry City Council, said: "A 14-year-old girl took ill at a school in Coventry and was taken to University Hospital in the city where she later sadly died.
"No link can be made between the death and the vaccine until all the facts are known and a post-mortem takes place."
The HPV vaccine protects against two strains of human papillomavirus that cause more than 70 per cent of cases of cervical cancer in women.
The NHS started the immunisation programme in September last year, offering vaccines to girls aged 12 and 13, and to 17 and 18-year-old girls.



Well all I can say is I am glad we said no

Monday, 28 September 2009


I know of a man who pays £6.00 a day to park his car at the station, his home is within walking distance ?
I know a young girl who does not want to get her drivers licence ?
I know a young boy who walks around depressed all the time and will not speak to any one ?
I know a elderly lady who is going on a protein diet to cleans her liver ?
I know a very skinny lady who has high cholesterol ?
I know a couple that hate their home due to neighbours from hell but will not move as , its a council home and they pay next to nothing rent, so they have fought everyday for 14 years ?
I know a man who's mother rejected him and now he cannot find his soul mate ?
I know a priest who ways 200kg ?
I saw a man walk past a dog that wagged its tail and greeted him and he did not see it ?
I see women walking with a pram with the most beautiful baby and the baby is crying and the mother is ignoring the child ?
I see Mac Donald's is always full ?
I know a man who says there is no God and yet he has eyes and ears and intellect, to look at the universe ?
I know a women who say magic is bullshit and she has 3 children ?
I know people that say the church is good regardless of its history ?
I know a family that lives together in a small house and nobody communicates ?
I know of a nursery school teacher who's children are dysfunctional ?
and all I can say is Please God grant me wisdom and understanding but above all grant me compassion and hope .

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

Sunday, 20 September 2009

ahhh we had the most wonderful weekend :)

Sunday, 13 September 2009

I think this is so sweet, the elderly couple next door come out every morning and hang their washing together, look at the stockings :) , they are both in their 80's.