Greenwitch

When i was little , I would lie in bed on Christmas eve and think about a young lonely Mary giving birth to her first born child on her own ( no wonder i no longer believe in this version of the story,,,it's horrible!) anyway and as I grew I continued the ritual on the kids birthdays, I would remember their births and first few days but now somehow its all mushed together and I do this for both of them at Christmas.

And Christmas has more of an Easter feel to me now as I silently feel into the sun standing still in his orbit for three days and then being reborn in a shift of position on the 25th into the return of the light. Which means alot of my attention is actually out in the garden enjoying walks outside and just feeling into the change. The turning of the wheel.

There has been a bird talking/singing outside through the night, which keeps drawing my thoughts out into the garden at night too

So Merry Christmas and thank you to mother earth as she holds me near and remembers my birth and my being

I am beautiful

I am blissful

I am bountiful

I am

I AM