Friday, 17 October 2008


So as you know we have decided to put adoption on hold for a while and try and fall pregnant ourselves. Hubby really stumped me on this one as I NEVER thought he would go for the reversal. So here i am for the first time in 10/11 years considering the prospects of pregnancy and birth, funny thing is i know sooo much more than i did last time round but does that actually change anything ?
With all of this in my head I find myself re-visiting dreams that I have secretly carried all this time.
I would love to give birth in the ocean, under the full moon, with my children with me and breastfeed until two and home school BUT that statement is filled with questions. and so it goes round and round in the wind mill of my mind.
First goal ...WEIGHT LOSS and tummy exercise and back
OK ?
OK

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