I took this last night....this is the intersection where Willow was killed that red light is a car zoooming past and it was that same energy at that exact place that hit Willow.
When we got here I remember asking that Oak tree , what it had seen over the years , I saw an old book of Polegate and this was the main pub in the area called the Horse and groom, it's now a Harvester it was 1940 something and that tree was there...hense me talking to it, when we stopped to have a pee at the harvester while moving. I was so happy thinking this is our new neighbour hood and I love the house blah blah blah, now this spot is tainted with a blood stain that no amount of rain seems to be able to removed. The Oak tells me he watched as a group of people gathered around Willow in his last moments of life.
Good news is Rowan has stopped mouring and I had a dream two nights ago that I was with Willow and I got to hug him and kiss him and he did the same to me, it took 21 days to mourne him, yesterday his name returned I noticed in our general conversation and a easy sence of life moving on. I am not depressed but I will always miss him , he should be here with me.
ever a reminder to live in the moment .
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