Greenwitch

yesterday was rather a wierd day but the problem was with everything that happened, I was distracted and that means no food gets cooked or prepared and the energy in the house falls flat. Its something that really fasinates me about this house after 2 and a half years of living here, it just can't maintian it's own energy. If its very clean and i am very focused it had a nice energy but if we go out or others come in, it falls flat again. i have lived in soo many houses and some could generate energy on their own and actually feed us but this house constantly draws energy off of me.

WOW thats quite a relization ...I think it's time to really look at moving. With that i am off to put somethings into place in the house.
Oh I am just about to finish menstrating and it was my first period in 6 months with no backache yaaaaay a little cramping on day 2 but hot water bottle did the trick and lay down and chatted to shell for awhile, could the pain be my body telling me to slow down, as allowing myself to lay down just for 10 min. makes such a big difference.

Yesterday continued to eat more fruit and bought some prunes intend to eat 10 today and drank water with aloe vera juice so some real shifting in the bowel area .
Feel very connected to monkeys at the moment last night when I looked up at the new moon I could feel the gorillas rustling around in the early evening darkness, making nests.......I am not going mad ...I did that along time ago !