Greenwitch

In My dream last night I was standing in front of a congregation and saying fare well to my grandmother and this is what I said.....


I wear white today just like you told me to
and yes dearest I had my hair done .

I wish to play you a song on the piano that will remind people of how beautiful your life was
and that the only constant is change
and that all I have left now are the words, your words ,
a 1000 conversations of you wishing me well.

I will always be left wondering if I did enough for you ,
if I was enough for you
and if I made you proud.

And if I cry its not for you
as you are now where you always wanted to be,
its for me
as my life hence forth will not have the tremendous comfort that you brought to my everyday.

The million prayers you said for me.
The world is not as beautiful a place now that you are in heaven...
ahh heaven
For once again you bring comfort as hence from this day forth, death shall no longer glare at me, as the day you died, I have gained victory over the fear of death, for I know you shall be there waiting
just for me .

The dream does not worry me as I know myself, the people who I love, will never be taken for granted and from these words, I am inspired to be more of a granddaughter and enjoy each and every moment that I have with her.

Ouma I know you will never read this as you do not have a computer, but I want to speak it to your spirit .......I love you more than words could every say and right now while you sit at work across the many miles that divide us and the ocean wide,
my love is bigger and deeper
and I know that I can wrap it around you, like a ball of candyfloss.
I love you
I love you
I love you.