Greenwitch

This is truly the happiest I have been in along long time ! I have sooo much to look forward to and so many things about to happen. things that i have learned about myself

I need to be busy today and have plans for tomorrow and I need short term goals and long term goals and THEN I need something that is so exciting and in line with my life purpose that it fuels my passion and lights a rocket under me yeeeeeehaaaa.*(Abraham calls this the emotion)

That does not mean all is well and even close to perfect but that is the point , its work in progress.

If you could see my too do list , you would think i was insane to be happy about it !

Another thing, i really like eastbourne and Polegate, its a tiny sleepy little village with a high percentage of old people and lots of Mommies and babies, there are a few south african and Indian children for which i am very thankful as both my children really love Indian children, they are well mannered and share and they generally know what its like to be the underdog and M and D become very protective but this is another topic.

they are happy and the people here are very friendly compared to Oxford.

I often stop and think how fortunate we are and that as a family on one salary we are earning more than most on two BUT because of how we dress and eat and entertain ourselves as a family, people assume we have no money. Why would you not have a big screen tv if you could afford one and why don't their kids have nindendo ( assumption....they must be poor) and so we are happier in a slightly poorer neighbour hood as the expectations are not the same and we don't judge people by what they earn, again to a point don't get me wrong. I can still be very snobby I admit, this morning and old lady breathed on me and Rowan that smoked and we both almost fell over and another thing that bugs me is why do the moms put on so much perfume on the school run, it goes through my bottom teeth, like a pain.

Which brings me to what i wanted to say, when our little girl gets here from china (being positive) and before will we be judged negatively by social workers because we don't have plastic toys all over the house, because i have no intention of leaving the things that are important to me behind just to fit into some kind of mould ?
Do you know that when in china they tell people to stick to MacDonald's, pizza hut and Starbucks.

one last thing Mom and Ruth I am going to have to go underground with our information and thoughts during the process so i will return to e-mail only until she is home. I do not want any views out their that will cause questions . i have about a month left of blogging, I think.also thinking about doing a book on ethical adoption ...any thoughts ?

Hey its Friday !