Saturday, 27 September 2008

How funny it is to go through all the pictures and see all that we did with Willow. He even had to look around museums with us. Last night i thought i saw him in his bed but at was just the way the blanket was folded.
Strange thing is this morning after sharing in my tears on the phone, my grandmother decided to put her dog down who has been ill for a few months and so she to now goes through all the emotions I am, despite her never having met Willow and an ocean between us. Life is very strange at times.
Also I seem to mourn in waves of emotion, bed time as with all things with me being the hardest part of the day.

We had lunch today in Lewes and I saw a tapestry and just thought " wow its a whole way of life that has died, sitting talking with friends and family, instead we all sit in isolated worlds, interacting with our computers, laptops, cellphone as we walk in town, playstation, TV even going to movie as a date, how odd is that. family groups of non stop talking replaced with one person, isolation.

But how do you recreate a support structure with out going back to church ?

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