Friday, 20 June 2008


Good news..................everything worked out and we are soon to be on our way to the new life I have planned in my head for the last two years.
I am soooooo glad this lesson is over and we can say goodbye to this one horse town, goodbye to the neighbours who still pull their noses up at us, goodbye to the unfriendly paper shop and to the silly kids on the green.
Goodbye to the beautiful fields and trees that have been my friends each day and after my terrible depression helped me face my fear of walking on my own again.
But another goodbye happened for me tonight, after all that had happened we decided that we had better phone hubbys parents and let them know, not once did they say well done to Hubby, I wonder if they even understood what he was saying as their was absolutely no connection what so ever, hubby has achieved the unachievable again and again and each time he turns to his parents for some kind of recognition and they NEVER give it not one kind word, I was flabbergasted and shocked as I sat and listened to their conversation.
I will never have anything to do with them again, they disgust me, I know hubbys mother has this blogs address although I am not sure if she ever reads this blog as no comments have been made.
Putting my thoughts out there, gives her the privilege of being part of our lives and so as i beginning to pack up this house the first thing I am throwing away is the hope that i have had in my heart for the longest time that we would have a normal family and that Hubbys family would get off their asses and show in some small way that they care, it ain't ever gonna happen and i am so relieved to have finally given that one up.
Secondly i am ending this blog.............Mommy I will send photos/letters as to whats happening to you directly and I shall begin keeping a journal again.
I believe in love and truth and will uphold that every day of my life.
Thank you for sharing my thoughts
Angela

1 comment:

Ginny said...

Thank you for having the time and enjoyment of your blog. I started crying when I read that you are going to stop, it is my daily highlight. But I know you will still stay in contact with me. Love Mommy