Tuesday, 1 April 2008

Happy April fools day......I have no idea as to the history of today, to me it means the first time Keith kissed me 17 years ago. We went for a walk on a mountain and then sat looking at the view, both wanting to reach across and hold hands but too shy and so finally when K built up the courage , he asked me so now after all our letter writing and getting much closer, would you like to be my girlfriend and when i said yes he lent over and kissed me on the cheek, well my insides did a summersault and I think i flew back down the mountain but we actually walked, holding hands and talking....the first of many such walks, when I am totally complete.

Last night , David had a nightmare, which is very rare, I can only think it was his very busy day, which included falling into a pond. When he woke us Keith said "Oh Dear, here is my second pillow and so the big heffalump crawled into bed with us, but Willow thought it was a game and started running around like mad including on top over all of us ! When he settled David moved his pilloe to the bottom of my bed and Willow curled up in his arms , something they don't get to do because of David being on the top bunk, by this stage my cramps had kicked in hard, so i decided to get up and try devils claw wondering if it works on cramps ( it did) while down stairs i decided to make David some camomile tea and then put him back to bed, but I spilt it when I got back up stairs stumbling around in the dark, so David got mine and keith sat up in bed, while I put lights on and cleaned up my mess, then got D settled in bed and then Willow wanted out so back down stairs and stand at the door for 7 min. why do these nights happen when i am menstrating and back up to bed......without a grumble or moan he pulled me closer and let me warm up and this morning he slipped out without waking me to drive that loooong road to work.....I am so thankful.

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