Greenwitch

yesterday we had all the windows replaced and all the doors and as fate would have it by 10am the temp. dropped badly and buy 1pm the wind was up and so by 5.30 the house was freezing and very very dusty and it was a dry cold the very thing that causes D,s chest to close ! And the energy in the house was really bad, two huge builders with very stroppy attitudes, stomping through and causing havoc !

So until 7 i was scrubbing the house from top to bottom, michelle helped me alot and then D and K helped a bit just to finish it all.

The sky was pink this morning.

Pink at night, shepherds,s delight

Pink in the morning, shepherd,s warning !

So looks like another sunny clear cold day.

last night was having a conversation with Jeremy and Keith and could feel both men, where not really interested in what i had to say and so finished and left it alone but when we got into bed , I made the mistake of asking K what happened, mistake when all involved are tired and it turned into a classical mars and venus situation. Keith " maybe when you are talking you should try and be more factual and not generlize as much as you do because when you ask a question like, do you think women blah blah blah, we can,t answer you becasue we don't know every women in the world "

Ohhh i get so frustrated ! Do men really want us to dot every i and cross every TEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What happened to the ability to just be able to chatter and not have your facts straight or be an annoyance because your terminology is incorrect. is that not one of the determining factors of an intimate relaytionship that you can feel comfortable to say whatever is on your mind and not be afraid to have you words disected and analysed.

and whats more is i still think that my statement was correct but am too afraid now to share it. Which makes me wonder if instead of being told all the time that i have soooo much baggage i wonder if it's them that have the baggage and insecurity.

I got told from both men that i am very critical and that if i don't have something nice to say i should just stick to the weather. Which is all very well but where does my opinions stand then in thier minds...............obviously lower than pig shit . And if i can't speak to them who am I suppossed to speak to ?