Greenwitch

I don't know why but I really resonate with this picture, others have seen it and said it's rather ugly but I love it !

Yesterday after dealing with all the anger and frustration, I felt so much better and had a lovely evening with Keith and the kids ONLY to wake at 12pm with a bad panic attack, the first in a really long time, I could not believe it was happening again and it's been so long that i battled to remember my coping stratergies....anyways there was one thing that came out of it , is a pattern, it seems that when i let go of anger, frustration, stress and get to the point that i am totally relaxed my subconscious mind tries to relies the anger and because I am so sensitive to the energy around me , i pick it up and wake in terror.

If you could picture that instead of a tail humans had a electrical cord and a plug that you could plug yourself into various frequencies , like home (Richards Bay, on the boat with my Mom and Sister ) or anywhere else, well a panic attack to me is somebody taking my plug and plugging it into a horror movie and I am the victim experiancing the extreme terror and they then tell me until you cope with this terror you cannot take the plug out and replug it in anywhere else .

The other things is I am unsure how to attune to God. How do you really make a connection?

I pray for all people out there that are experiancing anything like this and hope that we all find peace.

The reason i think i like this picture is it reminds me of my primal needs to stay in connection to Mother earth, real food, the vibration of the forest and my tribe and it makes me sad that so many of us are so disconnected.